am omw home now with my girls & I've no idea why am i so sad and down out of sudden. I feel so shitty & exhausted about everything now. :'(
I don't know what had got into me but I simply don't feel like entertaining anyone.
and here im blogging. :')
seems like too many things hit me today and I'm so lost. sigh.
I really really don't like the feeling of being replaced. I guess I'm really afraid of seeing people coming and leaving my life like it's normal.
why do they have to always make me choose between this and that.
why can't they just be understanding and think from my point of view?
I'm so tired of life tbh. trying hard to smile every single day and tell myself everything gonna be fine but I myself know it's impossible.
I really tried v hard, I tried to care less and expect less but every time I tried, I would end up caring and thinking more...
till here then x bye x
