Hellu,
Scrolling through my ig archive stories, this god damn memories hit me hard. I saw those happiness moment I had before and I wondered why good things always end so quickly?
Well, like the previous relationship that I had, I have always always thought that it will be my last and this boy will be the last that I can cling on but it wasn't. Like everything was so perfect so well and we knew each other in and out. With only just one eye signal we will know and get it. 3 years of memories, it Is really really alot. And all this feelings that I had, can't be found in any other guys like I swear it is never the same from what he had given me.
Although sometimes this current boyfriend will say my temper Is bad, and he wondered if I ever did this to my ex and I would always stay quiet and it says in my heart "if I were to treat my ex bf the way I treat this current, he wouldn't have leave me". I realise my tolerance level is higher and I legit see things openly now. When I m in anger, I m still able to talk nicely which I know I didn't in the past.
Hm, breakup really change me pretty much? Still kind of thinking back those time whereby we can laugh and joke about everything and including our parents name. Oh, I miss xxy cooking & lxy de 岂有此理. HAHAHA.
sometimes I walked past, 9 fresh, and I will still smile because I remember I always pester him that I want to eat and he will always pull me away and said '不要一直讲要买买买啦，等下卖了放在冰橱then 忘记吃, then 丢掉，很浪费的叻" that's him, the guy that know me too too well.
And don't know why, I sense that he ain't that happy now too, I don't know if he have really 100% put down on me or he Is just covering it. But I would say, I still think of him at times. :-)
Huhu, that's all for today! Goodbye x.
