at times i still blame you.
blame you for ditching me.
blame you for always giving in to me till the extend i feel that i owned the world.
blame you for always being so understanding towards me
and blame you for giving me the type of love that i will never find it from others.
and here i am,
suffering because of you.
at times i wondering why you can give in but he can’t?
why you can always understand me but he can’t?
why you can always persuade me but he can’t?
There you are enjoying every single day of yours and here i am still trying to pick up from where i fell.
There you’re celebrating an upcoming new life of you and the love of your life but i am here trying to fix all this little pieces back myself.
I am so so so broken.
but who really knows?
