Happy Valentine's Day

Hey hey yo yo x 

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all couples out there.

And as for me, I spent my Valentine's Day working. Hehe.

Yes, my boy is serving his NS and will only be out after 2 weeks. 

It's kinda sad that we can't celebrate Valentine's together but I know, as long as I have him in my life, everyday is valentine. <3 

I really had no idea how difficult and how tough it's to have a boyf who's serving army until I really experience from it. 

It's really tough to go through every single day alone, no one to complains about, nobody to rants and act like a total kid to. 

Like before he enlist, he would always surprise me at work & even school, fetch and sent me to work, always nag at me for sleeping so late, while otw back home from school, and it's a long train ride, I would always feel so so sleepy & he will always lent me his shoulder to lean on. 

And now, I've to travel back myself & do every single thing by myself.

And honestly, every night before bed, I would always think of all the things we would do & unknowingly, tear flow down.

yea I know it's over reacting but I've no idea why it feels like I'm losing someone who matter the most to me.

I regret for watching my own shows all the single time when I'm w him and neglected him & regret for always venting my princess attitude at him because i will always ask myself, why didn't I treasure the time I had with him? why didn't I hold back all my temper and have a happy day with you. 

Each and everyday, wtv I do, wherever I go, there's always a image of him.

Yea I know I sounds like he's leaving for good, but hey, this is really tough.

Well, I know it's even harder for him because he can't use any phones, he can't do anyth and wtv he wants, and I know time pass v v slow for him when he's inside. 

But thanks god that he's able to call me every night at arnd 8.30. 

And trust me, this few min of talking give me the energy to smile the whole freaking night and even wake up with a smile.

I really treasure and cherish those 5-10mins talks w him and for the first time I wish the time would just stop there because there's too too too many things I want to share with him. 

3 days had pass, and there's still 11 days left. (':

Baby, awaiting for you to be out & I'll specially cook fried rice for you! hehe. 

Can't wait to see you in 2 weeks time! 

I love you mua xoxo 

Happy Enlistment Boyfriend

HELLOOOOOOOO X 

Boyf is enlisting in another 9 hours time.

Babi, if you're reading it, i know you're feeling so damn fuckedup and stress.

I know u know what you're stressing over, but fear not. 

I'm here waiting for you. Always and always.

I admit you ain't the first for me, but you're the last that i ever wanted. 

I may not be the best for you, not the prettiest you had known, and doesn't have a good attitude. Sometimes get impatient with you, but i have to say no one will love u the same way as i do. And i'll never find another you.

Maybe to others, you are nothing, you're worthless but to me, you're priceless.

I would want to spent the rest of my life together with you. Yes, 2 year is NS is gonna be tough for both you & me. But with this love we had, baby i'm sure we will overcome all this shits together.

There's alot of people saying, when bf is in army, the gf will tens to leave because they always will find other guy even better. Maybe till now i still don't get the meaning of this sentence, but i'm sure it wont happen to us.

I know time spent together is lesser and lesser, you couldn't see me as and when you want/ like, u cannot call me when u feel like, but i know i'm and always will be staying deep in your heart.

I'll see you later on, sending u in & awaiting for u to be out after 2 weeks.

I always tell you, time will pass v fast, Yes, it will, i promise u.

Be safe when you're inside, drink more water & please get enough sleep if possible. 

Hope u wont fall sick & i'll see u after 2 weeks.

I rmb i asked u this aftnoon, "what kind of food u will miss when you book out?" , and ur answer is 

" you cook de fried rice " 

Sweetie, your reply really make me v touched and i rly rly dk what else to say but just smile at u.

Thank u for your endless of support, assurance, care and love.

No words can explain how grateful i'm to have u as my bf.

Always ensure that i'm home safely, ensure that i eat on time, eat as much as i can, drink lotsa of water, doesn't sleep late, make sure i always sleep without any lenses on. Will always nag at me when I'm not listening to you.

Bae, thank u so much x

&&&&&

I LOVE YOU XO.

I'll definitely miss u.

STOP SIGHING ASSHOLE <3 

SEE YOU AFTER 2 WEEKS MY LOVE XOXO 

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Okay, let's skip to CNY day! Hehehe.

So this year Chinese New Year, i really doesn't have any strong feelings about it tho. 

Everyth is like too rush? Prolly because i've too many school projects to busy with, plus i have to work and time is going way too fast for me. 

Honestly, i didn't even have time to buy my new year clothing, until on the cny's eve i went out for a last min shopping with bf & lil sister. "Oppps" 

So let's begin.

Chu 1, went to 4 houses for visiting, i must say i was so god damn tired because i get v lil sleep and every house i went is like so damn bored.

Or maybe i shld say, as u grow up, you lose interest in everyth, just wanna hang out w friends which is more comfortable with etc. And the worst thing is relatives will start to ask alot of questions and u will get so god damn irritated. :/ 

So here is some photos i took before i left the house. Hehehe.

Chu 2, went out with babe. 

Afterwards, went to bainian again w family, and the head out to meet here again + the rest of my bf's friend. Headed towards V3 for party bcos le bf is enlisting in another 9 hours. 

Here's the photos we took in bus while otw to our destination. 

Alrighttttty, that's all for today. 

stay tune for more post. Ciaos lovely x