Happy Valentine's Day

Hey hey yo yo x 

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all couples out there.

And as for me, I spent my Valentine's Day working. Hehe.

Yes, my boy is serving his NS and will only be out after 2 weeks. 

It's kinda sad that we can't celebrate Valentine's together but I know, as long as I have him in my life, everyday is valentine. <3 

I really had no idea how difficult and how tough it's to have a boyf who's serving army until I really experience from it. 

It's really tough to go through every single day alone, no one to complains about, nobody to rants and act like a total kid to. 

Like before he enlist, he would always surprise me at work & even school, fetch and sent me to work, always nag at me for sleeping so late, while otw back home from school, and it's a long train ride, I would always feel so so sleepy & he will always lent me his shoulder to lean on. 

And now, I've to travel back myself & do every single thing by myself.

And honestly, every night before bed, I would always think of all the things we would do & unknowingly, tear flow down.

yea I know it's over reacting but I've no idea why it feels like I'm losing someone who matter the most to me.

I regret for watching my own shows all the single time when I'm w him and neglected him & regret for always venting my princess attitude at him because i will always ask myself, why didn't I treasure the time I had with him? why didn't I hold back all my temper and have a happy day with you. 

Each and everyday, wtv I do, wherever I go, there's always a image of him.

Yea I know I sounds like he's leaving for good, but hey, this is really tough.

Well, I know it's even harder for him because he can't use any phones, he can't do anyth and wtv he wants, and I know time pass v v slow for him when he's inside. 

But thanks god that he's able to call me every night at arnd 8.30. 

And trust me, this few min of talking give me the energy to smile the whole freaking night and even wake up with a smile.

I really treasure and cherish those 5-10mins talks w him and for the first time I wish the time would just stop there because there's too too too many things I want to share with him. 

3 days had pass, and there's still 11 days left. (':

Baby, awaiting for you to be out & I'll specially cook fried rice for you! hehe. 

Can't wait to see you in 2 weeks time! 

I love you mua xoxo