Thankful

Hellu !!!

wassup heheh, it had been long since i blog with a different kind of feelings. 

I dont know how to explain or put it in words but i just feels that it is different from the usual day that i blog. 

usually i will blog with a heavy heart and each and every time it will just put me to bed crying. but this time round i guess i i’ll just smile to bed or probably just toh cos i am freaking sleepy alr. but well, i sleepy until 很舍得. 

that is something that i would do for someone that mean something to me. I mean those that know me know that i am a very sleepy person i get tired and sleepy very easily. you know who you are oh! don’t am chio. 

i will never forget those letters that i had wrote for you; i felt touched when i open the drawer and i saw those hand written letters like i don’t even remember i wrote all this to you but you still keep it properly together with the poloriod. I really didn’t expect it at all and thank you for not making me feel that i have been replaced. 

when we was talking that night with you right beside me and we talked about the reasons on why we landed up where we are today, it feels so weird but i felt relieved. 

relieve that i m still right there in your heart probably not as deep already but i am more than happy. thank you for not making me feel a lil unhappiness when i ask you so many qns on ‘who got this and that’ etc. actually when i am asking, my heart was like ‘Pls pls just say it is just yours and yours even a simple lie i also will accept just don’t say is from others will do’ PHEW thanks god. 

hehehe! 

i cont tomorrow my eyes shutting down alr. goodnight