live to the fullest

Hihihi x 

so now it's 3.44am & I'm still wide awake. sigh, body clocked srsly damn screwed. /: 

anw, tdy gna blog about what happened recently.

Was feeling damn upset and i broke down in front of my friend.

sigh, yes I know, A G A I N. 

sigh, rlly hate myself for always crying for small things & I can't even handle simple things well zz. 

I don't get it how someone can treat you likea dog when you helped that someone sosososo much even when that person hurt you more than anything. 

and the swear this kind of hurts is rlly unbearable. 

why this kind of things got to happen on me? 

why am I always get treated this way, treated so unfairly? ):

I shldnt cry over someone who doesn't worth my tears & I know. 

but well, feelings is really hard to control especially when it comes to friends.

The reason why i treasure friendship so much right now is because I had already neglected my friends a lot a lot a lot because of my ex boyf & I really regretted it.

And I thought it's time to give all my time to my friend than guys. 

Sigh. 

I rlly regret knowing this friend of mine because this person hurts me so badly before & he still didnt see what he had done yet trying to sabotage my friend and my friendship.. 

zzzz.  oh well, thumbs down for you dude.
try harder next time then. :)

but I'm lucky enough to have someone to wipe off my tears and hear all my problems. :D 

alright, it's time for me to sleep.

Goodnight lovelies x 

muah xx <3