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Hello xx

Ive no idea why I'm always being so emotional when it comes to relationship.

Maybe is my past rs and those shits I had went through but well, I know I can't pull all this things together down to my future relationship. 

I tried to be happy, I tried to smile I tried to be more open minded but I don't know why I always feel so so so insecure and paranoid. 

I hate myself for feeling this and hate myself for thinking that all guys gna treat me like how those guys who had hurt me. 

Sigh. 

P/S i know my blog post is always emo nemo and boring but please bear with me. (:

back to my daily life routine.

Let me begins with.......

Yesteeday !!
yesterday went out to find my friends at panjang.
After that back to 9 head to meet jiahui and Jean to drink.
I'm actually not sad but I've no idea why I can drink quite a lot yestd!
*HAPPY*

Headed home at 12 plus!
Shower & eat & then just poom to bed!

xx

woke up at 8am plus and head out to tpg to pass the shop key to my colleagues.
&& headed home.
was fking sleepy & I went to home to have my beauty sleep!
MUAHAHHA. 

ending this blog post with my selfie! :D

goodbye lovelies <3