Be happy

HELLO' 

how's your day spent people?? (:

Valentine's day is right the corner, I dk if I shld be happy or sad but guess it would be a normal day for me. (:

Today I finally get to talk to him. & guess what?

Everything had changed. changed completely. 

I really don't know what to do and react. & finally I got the courage to even call him come over and talk to me. 

but well, guess it makes no difference la. (':

okay la, stop w all my sad story !

next ! 

I really wna thanks my minmin for hearing all my shitty stories all the times, lending me your shoulder and wiping my tears for me. 

Trying hard to meet me when I'm really down, trying to make me laugh all the time. 

stayed w me no matter what happened and always giving me advices!

without your scolding, guess I will always stuck there at the same old spot.

Thanks you so much ! 

& shemin bbg

I know we had drift a lot but without failed when I had problems, you would always be the one to know & I always feel so comfortable sharing all my problems w you. 

Tho I'm elder than you but I must say you had always being an elder sister to me.

thanks for telling me that you would always be  holding me from my back when Im falls. 

& telling me the importance of my existence in your life. 

DCJY BB!

you know every single things that had happened! Tho we know each other since sec school but we had nv talked bfr. and I really didn't expect to be so close to you after graduated from PSS. 

Ever since all this problems start, you had been a great friend, & I swear you're awesome!

Thanks for always helping me out and wiping off my tears for me, lending me your shouder for me to cry on and your hugs to warm my heart.

I know you've been feeling damn low but you had nv leave me alone. you would always telling me to cheer up and not to think so much even when you've your own problems to trouble with.

really thank you a lot & please get well soon alright! (:

Ting yuan darling!

thanks you for hearing my super lame and sad problems. 

cheering me up & gave me advices to move on. 

Tho we didn't know each other for v long but I know you're a super kind and caring girl!

I know you had been sad lately too because of the similar prob but I believe you will get back up again and get stronger than bfr. 

thanks for always being here for me. see you next week darling! <3

XIAOMARCUS !!

I really didn't expect you to be so caring towards me. 

I really really have to thank you so much because you're the one whom had been staying all this while ever since I know you. (:

thanks you for staying up late to talk to me & making me laugh with stupid videos and audio and photos. 

checking on me everyday without fail to see if I'm alright.

being so caring and sweet to me when I'm crying. talking otp w me when im alone walking outside in the middle of night.

And ofc treating me ice cream today! (:

Check if I'm okay today when I vomited @ 621! 

always will asked me if I'm ok, if I'm alright, asking me to cheer up, stay strong and giving me advices, listen to  my super long story about my past & nv judge me. 

thanks you xiaomarcus (:

DES NEO!

Don't feel useless just because you didn't anyth when I cried. what I wna said i alrd type it in the message yestd. 

thank you for always checking on my fb twitter and blog to check on me. 

I appreciate it a lot. I know I always give you princess attitude and always get mad at you but I really didn't mean it. 

you've being a great friend tbh. (:

thanks you. 

lastly, 

(not gg to say his name)

but thanks for coming down  aft you book out when you know I'm upset &

even suggest to have a stroll w you to tell you everything. telling me that Ive you & you won't treat me invisible. 

thank you!! (:

and the rest who had been appsing me,

asking me to sleep early,

not to think so much, telling me not to give up and etc, I really appreciate it a lot. 

:D

THANK GUYS THANK! :D

without you guys, I guess I would have alrd gone crazy and lost! you guys brought light to my life & you guys really really awesome! :D

谢谢你，是你让我知道开心这两个字怎样写，谢谢你让我陪你度过那些日子。我不知道你是否还会回到我身边，但不管你选什么，你都一定要开开心心。

因为你的笑，就是我的药，我的幸福。if someone ever asked me "why you love him so much", I would answer them "because he's my happy pills and he's my pillar of strength. he gave me hope and he let me see the light from the tunnel. his everything make me wna love him till end.

times spent w you, is really enjoyable. (:

yea I know I get too insecure all the times, but that's because I love you too much. 

I'm sorry that my insecurities make you felt so so so tired & burden. but like I said I would change for you. (:

because you're worth it. but wtv its, you said you will let me know again & I will wait for your answer. 

mean time, don't get so stress out & just be happy like how you're his few days!

如果你真的爱上别人了，请你告诉我，好让我死心。但如果你没有，也真的不好我了，请你也告诉我实话。 不要因为要我放弃你，而骗我。我会更难过的。

stay happy ! <3