stop there, stay here.

Helloooooo 

sad again at this hour. 

I know, I'm irritating by my own thoughts and feelings. I ain't feeling any better too. 

and I get irritatated by myself too.

I hate myself for thinking so much, and I hate myself for being me. 

Well, actually I doesn't wanna care that much too, and I myself know, I didn't put in my 100% in it. 

But I didn't know why I just kept on thinking so much. 

I guess is because I had been down with lots of stress this few days & I can't think straight. ;') 

Please tell me what to do with my life. 

there's too much things going on in my mind and it's making me so fucking stress out. 

Sigh, this is killing me. But who can really understand me? 

NOBODY.

I wonder if one day I were gone, who will miss me, who will understand what I had being through and understand how much I had done for them. 

I wonder who will turn up at my funeral & cry for me. 

who will tell me they love me from the bottom of their heart. 

and I guess by the time, I would have alr being happy without any worries.